Posts tagged anxiety
Depression, anxiety, bulimia and self harm

I had been suffering from major depression, anxiety, bulimia and self harm for a prolonged 8 months or so and was falling deeper and deeper into a place that only people that have suffered from mental illness and monumental grief will understand. Searching for any possible help I could, I found a Facebook page one day called ‘No time like’. Confused by the content of healing and the so called ‘healing sessions’ that were being talking about, I messaged the page to seek further information. Roughly a week later they responded asking me a few questions and then asked to call me. This was my first encounter with Charlie. I didn’t know too much about healers before Charlie (Being brought up with the routine norm to go to the doctor if I you were sick and being prescribed medication). However even depression and anxiety medication weren’t working in my case so I was open to any possibility to help me. I was desperate. Charlie got me to lie or sit still whilst he healed me. I didn’t know what he was doing. There was just silent on the other end of the phone. It took roughly a minute before he asked me how I felt. I then asked my self this question and realised that my anxiety had reduced by approximately 70%. For once in the last 8 months I felt an unbearable weight lift off me and an ability to relax and take a breath for a moment. I actually felt relieved. Which was an immense feeling after months of being numb. Although I was still consciously in a horribly vicious and depressive mind cycle, I felt lighter than I had felt for a very long time. Over the next month Charlie used his healing ability to help me over come my depressive state. By reducing and basically getting rid of all of my anxiety, making it easy to apply the techniques he was teaching me in order to heal myself. Without his healing, it would of been near impossible to overcome my anxiety and depression.

Charlie is a miracle, not just to me but for hundreds of others he has helped and healed. I am so grateful everyday for Charlie’s amazing healing ability and everything he has taught me. From helping me overcome depression, by healing and thus taking away my anxiety. To helping me nourish my body and making sure I ate properly again in order to conquer my bulimia. He taught me how to love life and think in a positive way, without hateful, hurtful and nasty thoughts. But, most importantly he taught me how to love myself and the world again. I can genuinely and utterly tell you that Charlie helped save my life. I am scared to think what the outcome could have been if he didn’t come into my life when he did. He undoubtedly has a powerful ability to heal almost anyone and anything he puts his positive mind and energy towards. Thankyou Charlie.

Ellelou

Anxiety

8/10/12
Dear Charlie,

I wanted to write to you rather than speak on the phone, as I am a lot better at expressing myself through written word.

I want to sincerely thank you SO much for being there for me. In hindsight, I am really quite in awe that you reached out to me so much - a complete stranger. Well, sort of in awe, but more in gratitude.

The day after I first spoke to you, when you did that healing, it was amazing. The sensation of being separate from my egoic self was so strong and felt so amazing. But I think it was after the last time I spoke with you that I fully understood what you were saying. Which seems crazy because I have read SO many books, had SO many conversations, felt like I knew what I was talking about. I thought that I got it. Maybe I had on some level, but not like this. I feel like a switch has been flicked.

This week has been so ... so different ... and yet not different at all. It is such a subtle shift .. almost like nothing has happened. Yet everything has changed.

I am so much more aware of how my mind is working. I fully understand the idea of surrendering to life. It is quite a crazy feeling to know that everything is ok. No matter what happens ... no matter how "hard" it gets. Everything is ok. It always was and it always will be.

I am discovering how powerful I am when I let myself be present. I catch myself making up stories about situations (I mentioned to you that I often had very high anxiety in social situations) ... but that just doesn't seem to be part of me anymore. I have caught myself a couple of times, and just let myself be still and know that I don't need to "do" anything.

I feel more like myself than I have ever felt before. Like I said, it is so bizarre because it is such a small, subtle thing, and yet is the hugest thing ever.

I am particularly grateful that you stressed to me that I need to learn to help myself. Last weekend I started feeling sad that I didn't have enough money to pay all these people I seem to be meeting at the moment to do their various types of healing on me. Then suddenly I heard what you said to me ... and almost laughed out loud as I realised that it was my potato saying that I needed other people to make me whole and to get rid of it. I totally don't. I get that now. That was probably the most freeing moment I have ever felt.

Anyway ... how can I thank you enough for helping me the way you did. You are an amazing person with an amazing gift, such a generous soul.

Wishing you so much love & light in your life ... I hope what you have given me comes back to you in masses.

jasmine xox

Fear of flying

14th of October, 2010
To Whom It May Concern:

I have known Charlie Goldsmith for a couple of years now. From the first encounter I had with Charlie I recognized his overwhelming sense of calm given his current situation at the time. We have formed a friendship and it gives me great pleasure to write about how helpful he has been for me with his healing powers.

The actual reason for my visit to Charlie was for him to assist me with an ongoing headache. I had suffered a terrible headache for approximately 5 days. I assumed I had pulled a muscle out in my neck and had arranged to visit the Chiropractor. Charlie makes it such an effortless act to help. Instantly I felt clearer in the head and I am proud to say I cancelled my Chiropractors appointment.

Charlie was also aware of an ongoing fear of mine – flying. After this consultation he advised me I would also be fine to fly. As I was setting off on 5 months of overseas travel I was intrigued to see if this would work.

I am happy to report, that I have just returned from this lengthy trip. My first flight from Melbourne to Los Angeles was the first flight in over 10 years where I did not seek aid from anti anxiety medication. It was the first flight that did not have me physically ill for the 48 hours leading up to it. I had planned to do a lot of travel over land, however after this first flight I felt I would put my newfound excitement of air travel to the test. I am happy to report that I have now flown with most of the US carriers on large jets to very small jets. I am now the passenger who will take photos out the window as we take off and land. I am the passenger who is no longer concerned by turbulence or the clap of lightening you may see out the window. It is amusing to me that I can actually tell you, I now enjoy to fly.

His healing power is such a precious asset and I am not only proud to have him as my healer but I am proud to call such an evolved person my friend. I would recommend anyone see him for any issue not only for fears but medical or personal complaints too. I hope my words encourage anyone to seek advice or treatment from Charlie to allow him to better your life.

Regards, Sara Newton